IITR'S LUV LETTER

SCENE 1 (8:30 pm)
Celebrations were On !!
It's LOL's birthday party in hotel prakash..

{phone rings :: mauja hi mauja .. shaam saverey maujaa hi maujaa}

ME : hullo !!

DAD : hi somesh... kahaan ho.. kaifi shor aa raha hai .. u r inaudible !!

ME : hi papa ... i am in a birthday party !!

DAD : oh . so u guys n'joing a lot, no !

ME : yeah .. !!

DAD : whr r u ppl .. out of campus ?? in dehradun ?

ME : no papa ! v r celebrating in roorkee only.

DAD : Ok...!! Well I have a gud news for you. Guess What ?

ME : What ?

DAD : i have received an appreciation letter of your's, from the college !

ME : {wtf.. wat i did ??} .. ... really papa .. {i giggled}??

DAD : yeah !!

ME : wot does it says ?

DAD : i was very happy, u know, to see a letter from your college ........ before i opened it !! {sth foul} .. coz its the very first time i got a letter from your college / school !! i thought .. aha .. " i know he'll(somesh) make me proud some day" !! I opened it .... " letz see wot surprise it has in it" !!

ME :... ... {sth fishy ... sth off beam} Ok .. tell me na .. whats in it ??

DAD : It says .. mine son has attended all the classes n has 100% attendance in all subjects !! Splendid !!

ME : {betta aaj to tu gaya.... i think insti ne short attendance ka luv letter ghar bhej diya }

DAD : hullo ! u thr ..

ME : yeah ! m listening dad ...aaaammm ...

DAD : : what aaammm..??

ME :but it was a month ago .. now i hv fulfilled the minimum criteria of 75% attendance .. n now i hv surplus attendance in all subjects !!

DAD : surplus..?? m surprised !! .... n earlier ? what ws the count....at that EARLIERrrrr.... tym ?

ME : ohh.. it was just .. 74.9 in machine design and 68 in geology !

DAD : r u sure ??

ME : {with full confidence} yes ! certainly !!

DAD : but the notice was issued just 5 days before we received it ....


{fck these prof's neve forget to put date under their signature ... now what shud i say ... ?? hw shall i put it ?? ehhh .... gawd pls pls .. .. du sth ... }

~ silence prevails for 3-5 seconds ~

DAD : hello ...

ME : {eeuuuu ... }hullo .. hullo !!

ME : hullo .. hello . hello .. dad i can't hear u properly .... will call you back ...probably tomorrow evening !! hello ...
{beep ... beep .... beep} !!

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SCENE 2 (around 11 pm)
Standing in my balcony .. waiting for my PC to boot up !!
{dad called me back at 11pm}

DAD : i dunno why airtel's getting 30% increment in its total revenue in Q2, in this phase of global financial crises, albeit its providing such services to its customers !! Or there's some problem in ur handset ? ummm ... one possible reason of getting disconnected cud b ur year old SIM card , i think it hs gt many scratches on it !! ahem ahem .. u thr ?

ME : ... aaaannnn .. stop quipping !! ....

DAD : LOLzzzzz .......

ME : ... .... ...

DAD : So hw u duing ??

ME : pretty gud !!

DAD : chalo its very late !! i'll call u tomorrow

ME : Ok !!

DAD :tomorrow .... in da morning to wake u up for da class at 8 !!

ME : aannnn .... ..... for sure ... !! luv u pa !!

DAD : ... bas karo ye luv ka makkan maarna n sudhar jao .. !! GN !!

ME : hhehehheh .. GN !!

FRUSTRATION

well i logged into this stuff of blogging some 2 yrs back .. n then neve looked back at it. But, today suddenly, i dunno why i logged in back ... n m juss pouring my frustration on this page ... as i duno want it to b on other ppl !! now u might b pondering why i that i didnt luked at this thing from last 2 yrs ... reason-pursuing the topmost lvl of achievements !! .. thats it .. ! SURPRISED TO KNOW THIS ?? hah .. hold on buddy u r gonna face many such lunatic answers ... !! the thing is that .. somebody told me that ur english skills vil improve if u'll make an acc n then it'll b really really v helpful in future endeavours like CAT / GRE / MAT ... at that tym i went on a high .. i made this acc .. but the inner essence was absent at that tym .. i myself dun realised that yes i need to do this as i wasn't into all this cat / gre blah blah blah stuff ...!! BUT YES today i feel ... i juss wasted my 3 yrs of college lyf ... i learnt nthing out of it ... m not among the top rankers of the class neither on bottom side of list .... m juss goin to end up my college lyf as a ordinary man that i neve wanted to be .. dad told me thousands of time ... "son , either b at the top position or b at the bottom most position, coz in both situations u hv sth ... sth in ur hand .. never end up doin things upto middle lvl .. this is the worst lvl of human lyf ... coz u can't b able to do better things that ppl on top of list du ... and the things that bad ppl du either. U WONT B ABLE TO SURVIVE this middle man's lyf ..!! "

hah .. but finally m at the middle !! bullshit ..


SO TODAY JUSS CAME BACK FROM senate hall, n started pondering ... wat i m ?? after spending these 3 yrs of mine in the most wanted , most esteemed Indian Institue of Technology ??



neither a king, nor a ruler ... !!
neither famous, nor too notorious ... !!
neither a buff, nor a goon ... !!

ummm .. so wot i'm ?? m i an ordinary human being lost in the crowd, that i neve wanted to b ??duh ... !!...letz figure it out...

a) different from the rest of the billions of ppl {yes i think so as i hv my names witten on many rewards, that only can b done by a different person } , someone different someone unique ... !! NAY ...

b) then uummm a wizard, that can chng the direction of wind ne tym he want it to b ?? or a clairvoyant , that can predict watz gonna happen to me in near future ... !!NAY ...

c) m i a victory, that neve eve seen a defeat ? or a loser, whos lexicon doesn't hv the word "victory" ...!! NAY .....

then hu the hell i m ?? i myself dunno... ppl say everybody has sth extraordinary in em .... whrs that alluring thing of mine .. ?? o my vasco da gama whr r u ..? pls come n help me to find it out ...

sometimes i feel lik i hv lost the directions in this world .... i duno whr m goin .. wat m doin ... wat i want to achieve ..?? the only thing i want is to b best in ne field i step into but unfortunately ends up wid nthing lying around me .... m juss the same neophyte wch passed out from school ..3yrs back ... i duno whr m goin ... whr this path will led me to ... !! i always want to achieve best but ends up wid the worst part of it .. !!
may b its all, bcoz of, mere frustration of mine that suddenly erupted out today !! .... whrs all that chrm lost that i was carring till yesterday nite ?? GONE .... whr again i dunno .....
why m dunig all this ... i dunno no ....
wat i'll get out it ... i dunno no ...
wat i want to achieve ...i dunno no ... !!

today i feel like m a pea brained person hu ruined his 3yrs of college lyf ... n 1 more yr is goin to be .. !!